Monday, April 11, 2011

just bummed


i think i am having a break down.
My baby is finally sleeping for a good chunk of time and i have been up for hours crying.
I don't know why today is particularly hard, but i just have an overwhelming sense of guilt for being so far away from my family. I miss them so much and too much time has passed since we were all together last.
It makes me feel like a bad person. These are all of my favorite people...and i NEVER see them.

6 comments:

Anonymous said...

Get your calendar out and make some phone calls!!! Memorial Day is coming up...you need to get together. Or what about a half way point that you and Kristen can meet up??? Hotel with a pool???

Skype???

I'm sorry buddy...I have those kind of days all the time too.

xo-AM

Anonymous said...

So sorry you are sad :(. I agree with Amanda- time for a trip to see your family. If it makes you feel any better, my family is nearby and sometimes I want to stab them! Could a girl's night help? And I mean the kind with alcohol! Let's get together soon!
Anna

Mrs. Mama said...

sorry to hear about your hard day.... i cannot imagine how difficult it must be to be far away from the fam.... sounds like you DEFINITELY need to make a trip soon and see the ones you love!

Emily Heizer Photography said...

Welcome to the baby blues.

ali said...

LOL to Anna'c comment. Amanda has some good suggestions too! Skype is a life saver for me most days. Hang in there and let's get together soon!

Erin said...

doesn't stink being so far from family, especially now that you have a child! stinks!