i think i am having a break down.
My baby is finally sleeping for a good chunk of time and i have been up for hours crying.
I don't know why today is particularly hard, but i just have an overwhelming sense of guilt for being so far away from my family. I miss them so much and too much time has passed since we were all together last.
It makes me feel like a bad person. These are all of my favorite people...and i NEVER see them.